running out of days

2006-01-08T00:00:00.000+08:00

it has been ages since the last tym i posted anytin..well school is ofcialy out..high school..dammn gna miss everyttin.. mostly TSC!!! shit.. dudez.. datz for eternity aightz..and startin uni?? feelz so weird to be called a college stud.. been checkin out the schoolz.. and seein new faces made me feel lke a lil child...hahaha damn im serious.. itz lke.. wad d.. bein in a nest filled wif pple i kno, den ol of a sudden bein dropped into the real world.. itz damn freaky... i miss evrytin bout highschool.. wen i tink bout it, dunt tink id change nytin.. everytin wuz great...damnn..

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2005-07-26T21:03:00.000+08:00

hvent bothered by the tag'z and ol dat, jst hvent had tym and i dunt knw.. hmm feeling really crappy coz am hving a hard tym breathin, and i feel weak.. dunt tink am sick but yea.. hmm i even lost my appetite on my most fav dish.. and datz weird.. goin ogdc tom, for sum arts thingi dat my mates and i hve ta check out.. tink it be olrite, cept ann wont be wif me.. so dat sucks.. i guess ill be sticking wif suspended prince?? haha wnder wad hez up to now.. well aightz i guess dats it for now.. tkecre everyone..

2005-07-16T20:42:00.000+08:00

i chnge the layout coz wuz bored with the whole thing..but since i hvent done diz thinging in a long tym im totally rusty with all the links and everytin, i need the tagboard up, so i need sumone to help me?? haha nyone kind enuf to help???nyone?? haha

bla bla

2005-07-16T20:04:00.000+08:00

hey ya ol.. am b0red, so derz a reason for me to go online and blog.. hmm my recent post are so depressing... crap.. well, hmm am over the dude? and the gurl?? well letz jst say dat we're in the process of being frends again.. haha i knw sum pple wud tink like wad is wrong wif me.. but nywayz.. forgiven and itz the past, m0ving on iz all it takes, with the help of the lord.. cant wait for loong to cum bak, or is he olredi bak.. man!! cant believe rel iz bak and he doesnt even bother to msg or call up to meet up.. wad kind of fren, kinda hurt actualii, but yea.. itz hez life, cant do anytin bout it.. well bij, muzta na??

cierre para arriba

2005-06-21T00:47:00.000+08:00

a propósito, si cualquier persona entiende esta lengua, para arriba cerrado el woundn't de yea.. i quisiera que cualquier persona realmente supiera qué está sucediendo. es tan justo entre usted y el i..

2005-06-21T00:17:00.000+08:00

i wna express my feelings thru diz..coz i want u to knw wads happening...i cant except d fact dat pple are telling me not to get involve wif u, coz of ur personality and everytin,i knw ******* dat u dunt exactly like diz person, but i dunt knw wads rly happening... yes u tld me everytin dat i needed to knw bout ... arghh, itz so frustrating.. i rly thot dat everytin, as in my feelings wer over for him.. but i saw him jst now and everytin jst startd coming bak.. den i saw her, and wad i heard.. it gets me so mad, dat i tld her everytin bout him, and i cant believe dat she actualii ********, and shez a gud frend again.. wad the hell!! ur not suppose to do dat wen we're actuali close friendz... i feel so restless dat i cant do anytin.. biselo creo el dat que usted podría lastimar realmente a alguien tan malo..y la cosa más asustadiza es yo pudo incluso amarle.

c.e.p

2005-06-21T00:08:00.000+08:00

c.e.p iz so sweet....

random stupd stuff..

2005-06-18T19:51:00.000+08:00

Jim and Tom loved Jessica
Jim was loved by Jessica
There was another big problem
Jim thought Jessica loved Tom so Jim killed Tom

Now go and read the third word of each line!
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I love this ball.
This ball will fall.
Will this destract you?
It does some people.
I'm so dumb tonight.
You're a person right?
I'll watch for you.
Look there's 40 balls!
In just seconds they fell!

Now read the third word in each line starting from the top.
Its not as stupid as you think..
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This is fun, you should try it
Take your time and see if you can read each line aloud without a mistake.

This is this cat
This is is cat
This is how cat
This is to cat
This is Keep cat
This is a cat
This is dumbass cat
This is busy cat
This is for cat
This is fourty cat
This is seconds cat

Now go back and read the THIRD word in each line from the top down.

goog girls V.S bad girls

2005-06-18T19:34:00.000+08:00

Good Girls: Loosen a few buttons when it's hot.
Bad Girls: Make it hot by loosening a few buttons.
Good Girls: Only own one credit card and rarely use it.
Bad Girls: Only own one bra and rarely use it.
Good Girls: Wax their floors.
Bad Girls: Wax their bikini lines.
Good Girls: Blush during love scenes in a movie.
Bad Girls: Know they could do it better.
Good Girls: Think they're not fully dressed without a strand of pearls.
Bad Girls: Think they're fully dressed with just a strand of pearls.
Good Girls: Wears high heels to work.
Bad Girls: Wears high heels to bed.
Good Girls: Say, "Don't..... Stop.."
Bad Girls: Say, "Don't Stop..."

2005-06-16T13:07:00.000+08:00

You cannot love, my pretty heart, and why?
There was a time you told me that you would;
But now again you will the same deny,
If it might please you, would to God you could.
What, will you hate? Nay, that you will not, neither.
Nor love nor hate, how then? What will you do?
What, will you keep a mean then betwixt either,
Or will you love me and yet hate me, too?
Yet serves this not.
What next? What other shift?
You will, and will not; what a coil is here.
I see your craft, now I perceive your drift,
And all this while I was mistaken there;
Your love and hate is this, I now do prove you:
You love in hate, by hate to make me love you.

2005-06-08T13:26:00.000+08:00

mid year exmz have jst finally ended, and holz had officially strtd.. hmm but am b0red, haha eating home made popcorn while blggin and wtching OPRAH ( derz diz sad sad case of sum women, and itz mking me depressd) ..hmm thot dat id hve sch a great day tday, but realzed dat itz nt sch a great day.. ill probably go and sno0ze later, gna be hving ballet round 6.. so ill be needin my energy..hmm i jst cant wait for tom, till i reach the grounds of spore.. hmm.. aghtz, to the pple hu are still hving exmz, ol d best ta ya ol.. and to d pple hu hve strtd their holz.. mke the m0st of it, coz after diz iz finalzz....

2005-05-15T22:36:00.000+08:00

itz been ages since the last tym i blog...hmm, well everytinz fine wif me.. jst been bzy wif skul and ol diz and dat.. my bro left tday for the philz for gud.. oh man!! never rly seen my parents break down.. a very weird sight for me.. never realized dat my rents can be emotional.. haha lolz.. anywayz so now am an onli child..dint knw dat it be quite b0ring.. i dunt hve anyone else ta fight wif nymore.. haha lolz.. well aightz i gta go.. jst thot id drop by ta say hey to loongz.. cant wait till u get bak ere..

2005-04-01T22:14:00.000+08:00

oh wow.... itz been ages since i last blog.. hmm guezz i wuz jst too bzy or dint bother at oll.... haha lolz, so hmm life iz preti still the sme as olwyz, coz nutin exciting rly happenz.. well jst got bak frm samz bday dinner party?? haha had tonz of fun!!! we got ol hyped up coz of hving too mch SUGAR!!! and about the cake of samz getting ol squash up and about merylz LEMON thinging..hvent had so mch fun in ages, ive been needing it.. well went fo ballet tday.. we dint exactly have a class coz der wuz a photographer hu cme and took picz of uz for our ballet website.. cant wait ta check it how the pics turned up.. hopefully our fat legs wudnt look dat bad...haha tzen!! i feel sorri fo u dat, d dude had ta go so cloze to ur feet... oh!!! wait, dunt u feel happy?? itz like a guy wuz praising u for goin on pointz...haha lolz... well hmm i wudnt be blogging anytime soon.. so dont exactly bother cumin on diz site.. coz der aint anytin ta do cept tag.. well nitez everyone.. and muakz.. to form 5 gud luck in the qualifying exm cumin up nxt week..

2005-03-06T21:27:00.000+08:00

guess who???

so cuttee

2005-02-25T15:37:00.000+08:00

i hate diz!!!!!!! i jst checked my fone.. and EVERYTINZ GONE!!!!!! as in my photos and messages...im jst abit relief dat my phonebook iz still der... i tink i wud hve gone mad by now if all my contacts wud hve disapeard...... oh man... i wna cry...!!!

2005-02-24T16:35:00.000+08:00

hey pple.. aightz, i hvent been blogging ey.. well everytinz ol bak ta normal.. haha, like it wuz never.. well.. i dunt rly hve mch ta say.. so aightz.. ill go... jst thot id drop by ta say tke crez everyone..mwakz... form 6pple...u GUys are Bak ta skool... Gud Luck...

everytinz gna be changing...`

2005-02-15T14:07:00.000+08:00

oh man.. jst heard d news..but i dunt tink itz gna be happening anytime soon...but mst prolly it be diz year... well man, i mite be staying at bndar..as in staying der!! like studying and ol dat.. but am gna be cumin bak down to kb like every sat or sumthin.. AHH... i dunt want dat to happen..... oh shit.. i jst wna cry...

2005-02-04T22:36:00.000+08:00

t0 L0ve is Like pLaying the pian0.
first, y0u pLay by the ruLes then,
y0u must f0rget the ruLes,
and pLay fr0m the heart...

t0 L0ve is Like air.
y'u never kn0w it's there untiL y0u'LL gonna feeL it,
and y0u never kn0w
it's g0ne untiL y0u need it...

t0 L0ve is Like a fire.
that is g0ing to burn y0ur heart and
warm thr0ugh y0ur feeLings...

t0 L0ve is Like arithmetic.
0ne pLus 0ne equaLs everything and tw0 minus 0ne equaLs n0thing...

but m0st of aLL...

t0 L0ve isn't Like a train that then y'u miss,
y0u just can say, "i'LL just catch up when the 0ther c0mes"!.

if L0ve is everything,
we think it is then maybe it c0mes aL0ng 0nLy 0nce...

(love diz... got diz frm bj.. thx yea.. muakz...)

2005-01-31T21:18:00.000+08:00

my rumz a mess!!! coz my mum has been buzy racking my rum for d tsunami thing diz sat!! anywayz yea itz gud to get rid of my old stuff for a gud reason.. well wuz reading my last blogs.. man wuz dat sad!! yepz ive been hving a rough tym.. but seemz like everytin iz goin better for me each day.. IM blessed frm God.. and im thanking him now... hehe =)
well, another week has past.. chinese new year iz jst around the corner... cant wait to crash brian'z plce to eat eat and eat... haha yepz as well as anna'z houze... hmm... trying ta list down huz houses we can crash rite now.. hehe gna get alot fatter diz tym =).. haha i jst realized dat diz iz gna be my last year to celebrate chinese new year hre awww.. in my beloved small town KB!!!! man even tho itz boring hre.. am still gna miss diz PLACE to bitz... blehz...

dunt knw y...

2005-01-28T23:53:00.000+08:00

i dunt knw wudz wrong wif me.. am bein pisst for no reason at all.. trust me.. i dunt tink itz a pms thing.. i guessin mybe, itz jst dat i feel so stress lately...and pple, the sroundingz are changing.. dunt knw y.. everytin dat i planned on how ta start my new year, none of it iz happening.. man.. i feel pisst!!! and diz past few dayz fo me has been so... hmm how do i put it into words.... man, i cant find the words on how i can explain it..shift...

2005-01-28T01:50:00.000+08:00

feelz so gewd ta knw dat i wont get waken up tomorrow by alarm clocks goin off at 6am...hehe jst wishing dat my mum aint goin to storm in my rum and wake me up.. coz dats jst goin to ruin my day...well.. had our samuel youth felowship, it wuz gud to be bak but felt weird coz der wer new pple..met ovi'z boi, yea he is hot.. but i still find him hotter in pics.. he seems nice and ol dat..yea gud ovi has gud eyes for guys lke him.. hehe, am so glad fo her... =) =) errmmm.. jst got bak frm my frends plce, and triple sc owners?? ive got sumthin ta say to u ol.. mr.hotz?? man am i pisst wif him.. itz a long story if u guys are gna ask me wut happen.. ill tell u guys wen am in the mood...

well... hmm btw about my last blog? or issit? about hu am so sick offf? well dats jst fo me to knw yea.. jst felt lke writing everytin down d other day.. so yea... well ermm... am so seriously tired now.. dunt even kno y i came online diz late to blog...

sick of u..

2005-01-26T19:49:00.000+08:00

am so sick of you, i cant stand looking at you nymore... youve change since i came bak.. i feel like i dunt even knw you.. ur attitude change.. everytin change.. i dunt even wan talk to u anymo... i dunt even knw wud to say to u because i feel like ull say sumthin which ul actuali hurt me, and u woudnt even kno dat u did hurt me olredi...am jst so sick of u........

hmm.......

2005-01-25T21:02:00.000+08:00

well.. itz olmst been a week since i arrived.. but tday wuz onli my third day of classes, coz we had a long weekend break.. so spent mst of my tym hanging out wif the thursday club pple.. (veenahz neighbours and ol dat) went up to bndar olmst everyday,had a show last sat, it wuz my first day t0 be bak for ballet since 5months bak.. and i wuz included for the show straight away.. ... skool'z great.. hving topical test practically everday...so yea am pretti buzy wif studies.. i hvent had mch tym ta blog since i arrived,so yea.. diwell am bak to my daily routines... hmm mite go to nessa'z plce tom.. for lb'z thing.. anywayz dats it frm me..

2005-01-18T13:30:00.000+08:00

well.. am so pisst, i jst received a mail frm ann dat ill be joining this debate thing.. man!! i dunt wna spend my first day doing that.. and the thing iz itz diz thurss.. how the hell am i gna get redi for that..

...Dunt rly give...

2005-01-17T23:44:00.000+08:00

tday IZ my 2nd last day hre...am excited ta be bak wif my frends and skool and to learn sumthin new and oh yea MY TRIPLE s.c,company owners.. haha i KNW!! we've gta MOVE ON.. hmm asides frm brunei... fo sum strange reason, im kinda depress ta leave..i guess itz the family dat i wont be seeing for another whole YEAR.. dang!! seems long...hmm.. and the shopping.. bak ta expnsve stuff againz.. cant wait ta get ta bndar and get the thing dat ive been wanting fo so long...anywayz..went for last minute shopping tday,knda suck coz dad wuz complaining bout how mch ive spent.. but wud to do.. it aint onli me huz been spendin, he made 5 KIDZ.. so it aint MY PROB.. so tom! mst probably i'll be bummng around the houze.. coz my sis iz gna bak ta skool...ma flight iz gna be in the morning,tink am leaving the houze round 4, yepz.. gna be reaching brunei by 9 sumthin...yayz..cant wait to get bak ta STUDYING.. haha weird hearing dat frm ME.. of ol pple, the trouble maker (not reli rite??),the ********...haha, well well... at the moment.. am helping my sis do her hmework.. hehe imgne a highskool chiq lke me helping a college student do her hmework..man!! am not gna be surprise if she receives red marks on her card.. haha oh well... aightz i gta run.. Take Carez everyone.. muakz... see ya oll soon..

man

2005-01-16T22:44:00.000+08:00

damnn!! met diz hottie.. and received msgs frm dat dude.. but great!!gud tyming.. i dunt hve cred ta msg bak.. haha and the sun cellular fone connection hre iz so bad dat everytim u try ta send a msg to anyone... it goes error!!! man!!! how annoying iz dat... well dint go out tday cept for church.. went for sunday skool.. dint tink dat i wud enjoy, but huh.. i thot wrong!!! hehe,well tell u guyz nxt tym..wud happend.. anywayz... dint go malling, too bad huh.. dint wna spend the lst few days like diz.. but wud to do.. parents decided ta hve ths houze blessing thing.. so i practicalli spent the rest of my afternun and nite bumming around.. tisk tisk.. sad but true..

picsss

2005-01-14T14:12:00.000+08:00

my mum and i, on the plane, next destination.. philz SHOPPING!!

The sun setting.. got diz pic frm my balcony...

Wuz fooling around... and no, i dunt play...

Got this at shangrila mall... cant believe dat this guy cud keep his suit clean for the whole day, wif ol the smoke goin around..

suckz real bad

2005-01-14T10:21:00.000+08:00

went to the mall lst nite, hving a huge headche but dint rly care bout it, thot it wuz nutin.. den went for dinner at diz resto..kept on eatin, coz their food wuz jst so gud.. but dint feel so gud on the way bak hme,ended up vomiting everytin out wen i got bak hme, felt lke hell.... my head felt like it wuz hit by a huge train.... jst wnted to break down and cry....ended up slepping so dammn erli,and now i still aint feeling so gud..but i cant stand jst lying on bed and doin nutin so i ended up ere... parents went out, bro and sis cme along wif dem...man!!! sucks being sick wen ur having ur holz...

headche

2005-01-13T17:50:00.000+08:00

am having diz huge headache noWWW!! itz so annoying... wana swear,but im trying ta chnge!!!!!miss ya baby boi..

welll well... itz jst me....

2005-01-13T10:56:00.000+08:00

well... i got ta sleep lst nite,but man.. i woke up so erli.. 9!! cud u believe dat.. i onli slept for lke 6 hours or sumthin.. haha well, my rents went out.. am im practicalii stuck at hme..i wna go out and shop.. haha, me and my shopping madness... haha yay!!!! im goin bak to brunei on wed.. i will be reaching brunei ground at 9.30am, jst wishing dat nutin will happen ta d plane.. haha ann i knw ur gna kick my ass if u heard me say dat i againz.. hehe, well well.... ive been on for 2hrs olredi.. duin practically nutin!!! itz depressing, i ended up reading everyone's blogs.. damnn!! all the layouts dat i saw iz soo nice.. Y CANT MINE BE LKE DAT!!! hahaha sumone help me? plz? i wna try getting the tagboard working, but i dunt knw hw ta do it.. and i forgt wutz my pass at the tagboard thing.. sucks real bad.. went to the dentist yest.. talked ta the dentist bout my molar which they extracted.. tld dem that it took me a week jst ta recover frm the pain.. then i went ta greenhills.. man, stuff der r so cheap and nice.. wna go bak dr before i leave and hve a full blast shopping!!!! hehe mum tld me dat i shudnt spend nymo on things.. she said dat i onli hve one body..and i wont be able ta use the stuff ol the tym.. i knw wut she said iz true..but i guezz am jst too spoiled ta listen.. knda feelng guilty bout it now..aww..well i better go.. wna go eat, hvent even had my breakfast yet.. jst wna shout out ta my baby boi.. *u tke crez olwayz yea*......... muakz everyone... and have a blessed new year...

well...

2005-01-13T02:36:00.000+08:00

well.. i cant sleep.. hving one of those restless nitez wer i cant even sleepp... arghh.. for my sis itz the opp, shez sleeping lke a pig, am so annoyed.. man..

blurrr

2005-01-12T02:45:00.000+08:00

change my layout.. coudnt seem ta pt up a tagboard in my old one..itz been ages snce i last fix the template, and now i totali forgt how ta do it.. i guess i hve ta go ask sumone againz...anyone willing ta help?

2005-01-12T01:26:00.000+08:00

hey pple.. olritez atleast now am more free ta go and blog.. hehe itz been quite awhile snce i blog huh..odel has been asking me if i blog yet.. well here it iz odel.. happy!!! heheh well lodza stuff hve been happening... mst of dem r gud i guezz... been shopping mst of the tym.. got pink converse shoes.. got diz rly cute bag which iz lke a puppy... bought lodza stuff.. dad got pisst.. coz he knwz dat i over spent... but he got pisst onli for lke a few seconds.. he cant exactly get pisst wif me for long.. am a DADDY"S GURL... saw diz absolutely cute jacket..which iz lke jojo's jacket in her vid.. forced my bro ta get it for me.. haha man am i spoiled..wad to do.. am the youngest baby in the family... haha got diz retro shirtz.. which iz super comfy.. got erringz which iz lke i dunt knw how ta explain..got this hot pink satin ballet flat shoez.. went to shang-rila tday.. itz lke this rly high class pple... haha man hotties... dats d gud thing bout shoppng at plces lke this.. u gt ta get stuff u wan and get to c hotties aswel.. saw diz guy hu lukzs absolutly lke SNOPP DOG!! wntd ta get a pic wif him.. but den lke..dint get to.. damm...met tyson...itz a dog btw.. itz lke those dogs which the police uses ta sniff for drungs or bombs around the mall.. itz luks scary but itz so adorble..haha,itz lke half of my height.. so u can imagne how big the dogg iz..lolz.. anywayz i gta go.. ill try ta post up sum pics soon.. tke crez everyone...

heyz

2004-12-31T15:37:00.000+08:00

hey guyz.. well wont be able to blog fo diz couple of days...gna be buzy doin stuf.. got loadz of thingz ta say.. anywayz jst drop by ta wish u ol a happy new year... muakz.. love loadz everyone..

heyz..

2004-12-27T01:19:00.001+08:00

tday iz the last sunday of the month.. man!! so fast.. cant believe dat january iz cumin... yay..!! it means dat my bday iz cumin..and lotsa gifts!!! hehe but sad at the sme time.. getting older not getting any younger...hmm.. anywayz am happi bout my 15 years of my lyf..atleast i acomplishd mst of the stuff dat i wnted to do..hehe wif ma partners in crime.. well well.. anywayz jst thot id drop by ta say hey to mr loong!!! tke crez aightz.... dunt party to mch... be gud.. muahaha... peace =)

heyz..

2004-12-27T01:19:00.000+08:00

merry christmas....

2004-12-25T13:20:00.000+08:00

merry christmas everyone!!!!! hope everyone's doin great... and hope u guys are having a great christmas.... 2005 iz cumin.. new year....new hotties fo the gurls and new chikz for the guyz... muahaha.... tke crez everyone.....

2004-12-22T22:49:00.000+08:00

Harcus n I

2004-12-22T22:47:00.000+08:00

Spastic chiks =P

2004-12-22T01:34:00.000+08:00

well well... am soo tired... kept on walking...haha, ahh.. veenah,nes,ann,odel..!! saw my neighbour olrdy... haha man!!! haha...sooo ****>.... went to g4 jst now.. derz lke soo many things ta get..wnted ta go buy but den, my ko persuaded me not to go buy..nywayz itz jst my 1st,2nd day??haha so yea... hmm.. am gna go meet katharina.. cant wait... hehe i wonder how she luks now... bet shez hot...ehh triple sc owners... saw diz soo cash dude... as in rly cash...hehe... so lke olrdy me.. bah better stop... miss u ol bak der.. tke crez everyone...

2004-12-20T23:08:00.000+08:00

hey everyone.. jst arrived at phils... dint do mch tday, coz am soo tired.. woke up at 4am to go ta d airport.. flight wuz at 7.25... reachd here bout 9.30... saw my lil neice.. shez soo darnn cute.. ahh.....gna go shopping tom at makati.. haha am goin nuts.. saw converse shoes!!!! nes u woudnt believe how nice the shoes r here.. odel!! ur gna go nuts...veenah... ur seriously are gna go seriously nuts here.. in diz mall... outside, derz lke diz HUGE TAZMANIAN thing.. itz dammnn huge...and ann, soo many cash!!!!!hahah muvies here are cheap.. saw diz ym mag of ashlee simpson and everytin u wna knw bout ash.. and itz lke 3 bucks.. man such a rip off if u go and get the mag in brunei...!! haha.. so yea.. anywayz me gta go.. gna do sum bonding wif the fam..*winks... tke crez everyone...

2004-12-18T20:08:00.000+08:00

wont be able to post fo diz cumin few days.. tke crez everyone.. happy holz...

2004-12-10T21:59:00.000+08:00

hmm... i jst realized dat im a type of person hu can never get satisfied... hmm cant rly blame me.. im a picky person... ermm, tink sumone's knda pisst wif me...

2004-12-10T17:52:00.000+08:00

hmm.... hving a headache againz.. ovidia,obelina and ting jst left.. they cme here ta wtch edison's muvie.. damnn he is soo hot.. haha wna go meet him!!! man got obsess wif him olrdy... haha nywayz ill be flying bak to phils on the 20th till jan 19th.. the day before my bday.. aww, hmm gna be 2weeks of skul?? hehe tink am gna get so busted wen i cum bak... exams againz!!! arhh... well... muakz gta get off now....

2004-12-08T20:37:00.000+08:00

my hand hurts soo bad... i accidentaly dropd this boiling soup on my hand.. and now itz oll red...sniff.... wana go chat wif sumone... hmmm *****...... nywayz better go....

ahhh

2004-12-05T23:11:00.000+08:00

i jst found out wut im most afraid of..itz cockroach... i jst saw one and it totalli freak me out.. my rents wer asleep.. and my bro wuz in a bad mood.. haha hez olwayz lke dat.. i woke my mum up and shouted to my bro and tld mum bout it..haha she tld me ta jst hit it wif a shoe o sumthin.. but i cudnt,even dare go near it.. haha i kno u guys wud tink dat im pathetic huh.. but aiyer... im so freak... haha in the end she had ta kill it herself..and i wuz jumpin here and der..haha if onli veenah cud c me now...shell be laughing her head off....

2004-12-05T16:31:00.000+08:00

hey guys.. jst gt bak frm clubz.. hving a huge headache at the moment.. mite go beach 8ter wif ting and ovi ta go swim?? hehe umm, anywayz jst thot id drop by..gna post up sum pics soon...tke crez everyone..

christmas christmas!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-12-03T21:48:00.000+08:00

am soo depress... i wna go bak ta phils lke now!! haha i want it ta be christmas tom!! haha, and i miss veenah.. eyzz hope ur having fun yea **..... can u actuali believe i spent the whole day at home doing nutin... dunt even hve cred ta msg.. i coled up odel, asked her if she wnted ta go swimming but den i dint knw dat she wuz at church wif our nessa!! their lke decorating the church o sumthin fo christmas.. so yea dats how i ended up staying home the whole day..nywayz happy holiday everyone.. am so much in a christmas mood againz!!

lala

2004-12-01T23:18:00.000+08:00

aightz... holz started... hehe so im happy now.. enjoying it!! haha cept der isnt mch partying around..haha ohh my!!!! i jst read sumtin in sumone's friendster.. ahahha shsssshhh.... veenah shut up!!!! haha ohhh man.. am goin nuts...

hey ya

2004-11-12T20:45:00.000+08:00

hey everybodayy...sorry havent blogged in ages....been busy with exams and no netkard too.I'm on hols now so gonna be enjoooyyiinnnngggggg!!Hahaha....so yea ill blog more next time after i get netkard...
PS:Veenah is the smartest,kindest,sweetest,genius and greatest person I know.
MWahahahahhaHahahaa

2004-09-28T14:53:00.000+08:00

got bak frm skoll few hours ago.. it soo boring i hve nutin to do... cept play game boy.. hehe knda got addicted to it.. brought it to skool tday coz we dunt rly do mch in skool nyway.. pple are getting redi for the preperations of teachas day.. sucks tho.. we cant hve disco'z nomo in our classes wer oll the students would go to diz class and jst party oll morning.. hehe... now they bannd it in our skool... soo der isnt a reason to go to skool nomor on dat day.. cept jst greet the teachers??? hmm.. knda got freak bout diz guy hu msg me yest... he said lke he wuz outsde ma house and ol dat..duurrhh woudnt u get freak aswell wen ya dunt even rly know the guy??? yea.. got me real freak out fo a moment..ohhh!!!.. crap!!.. my uncle came bak frm phils yest and guess wut!!!!! he actualii talk to simon frm blue.. shit how freaking lucky is he.. ??????? he wuz on the same plane wif them and my uncle wuz lke sitting rite behind dem.. arhhh.... y??? cant i be d one.. hehe hmm.. am not exactly a big fan of blue but hell!!! even wutz her name?? the mlaysian actress??? am no fan but den.. duurhh.... their singers and actresses and ol dat.. itz a chance in a life time issint it???hehe soo yea i went nuts.. haha.... blup..

eyz..

2004-09-27T14:59:00.000+08:00

olritez.. am bak.. and good... hvent been blogging coz of wut happened recently..umm.. soo howz everyone doin?? hope evryons doin good... hehe.. well... aightz i better go..

2004-09-19T17:08:00.000+08:00

lurve him

lala

2004-09-17T20:44:00.000+08:00

im soo dead tired.. been helpin my mum cook the whole afternun... soo yea.. gta go snooze soon.. anywayz i jst drop by ta say hey ta everyone... aightz muakz tke crezz...

watever

2004-09-09T18:35:00.000+08:00

jst gt bak frm church... had diz singing practice againz for diz sat nite.. i wonder hu'll be cumin?? hehe.. ive gt nutin ta do at the moment so i decided ta blog.. hmm...our crown prince of brunei gt married tday diz morning.. goshh the gurll is sooo pretty... and heard shez rly smart aswell.. haha y d hell am i talking bout dem.. hmm(thinking of wt ta say) seriously am not lesbo o sumthin but i miss veenah....

rite....

2004-09-07T23:28:00.000+08:00

soooo.... howz everyone??? nywayz ive been having a freaking headache since i woke up.... sucks soo badly.. hmmm... soo dint do mch tday..went to club, saw nessa, wani bryan, gemz and ol d rest.. gemz iz gettin prettier ehh... shez soo tall.. y wuznt i bless wif height.. haha anywayz aightz.. im missing veenah soo mch.. itz such a drag dat u know shez hving the time of her life in kl while oll im doin bak here is wut??? nutin!!!! jst bumming round the house.. how sad is dat.. hmm i love ashlee simpson... seriously.. god, her songs are lke rly nice... well i gta go... nitez everyone.. muakz... missing ya..

shadow

2004-09-04T21:48:00.000+08:00

Ashlee Simpson - Shadow
I was six years old
When my parents ran away
I was stuck inside a broken life
I couldn't wish away
She was beautiful
She had everything and more
And my escape was hiding out and running for the door
Somebody listen please
It used to be so hard being me
Living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me
Living in a nightmare
A never-ending sleep
But now that I am wide awake
My chains are finally free
Don't feel sorry for me
All the days collided
One less perfect than the next
I was stuck inside someone else's life and always second best
Oh, I love you now 'cause now I realize
That it's safe outside to come alive in my identity
So if you're listening
There's so much more to me you haven't seen
Living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me
Living in a nightmare
A never-ending sleep
But now that I am wide awake
Then I can finally be
Don't feel sorry-
Mother, sister, father, sister, mother
Everything's cool now
Mother, sister, father, sister, mother
Everything's cool now
Oh, my life is good
I've got more than anyone should
Oh, my life is good
And the past in the past
I was living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me
I'm living in a new day
I'm living it for me
And now that I am wide awake
Then I can finally be
Don't feel sorry for me
Don't feel sorry, don't feel sorry for me
Living in, living in, living in the shadow
Living in, living in, living in a new day

(diz is the song dat i can rely relate to.. as u guys know me being the youngest hving two older sisters.. i wuz olways in the shadow.. but now NO MORE)

2004-09-04T15:49:00.000+08:00

us messing around

2004-09-04T15:44:00.001+08:00

Dominic sum dude..

2004-09-04T15:44:00.000+08:00

Love this

2004-09-04T15:43:00.000+08:00

Us... *smilez*

2004-09-04T15:39:00.000+08:00

My gurl Ashl =p

eyz

2004-09-03T17:50:00.000+08:00

heya oll... aightz, my layout is for temporary i guess... i cant seem ta find the most suitable layout fo ma site.. hmm.. haha ive gt ashlee simpson albm... godd love it soo mch.. cept dat wut i gt wuz not orig coz i dunt tink they sell the origs yet.. gna wait fo it.. aightz ive gta go.. muakz everyone.. have a great holz.. mke the most of it.. coz after diz we gna hve a suck ass test.... muakz

bla

2004-08-29T19:49:00.000+08:00

aightz.. jst gt bak frm anduki ta hang wif sum family frenz... wuz soo damnn bored, wnted ta sleep coz i had a late nite yest partying my arse off.. variety show**** finally ova***** haha too bad sum one coudnt mke it.. (u know hu u r) itz ur fault.. wish u wer der tho.. but wuz happy dat u wont get ta wtch me dnce.. wuz pretti embarassing... ma luvs tsc company owners wer great...had fun..

watever

2004-08-27T22:06:00.000+08:00

With every day that passes by I love you more But i can't say why With every word spoken by you I love you more There's nothing i wouldn't do With your every call I love you more That i continue to fallWith your every touch I love you more For i can tell you that much With your every breathe I love you more In my souls every depth With your every smile I love you more I'd gladly walk a mile And with your every "I love you"I love you moreThat i can say it too.

FalL tO piEces

2004-08-25T23:12:00.000+08:00

I looked awayAnd I looked back at youYou tried to say Things that you can't undoIf I had my way I'd never get over youBut today is the day I pray that we make it through Make it through the fall Make it thorugh it all And I don't want to fall to pieces I just want to sit and stare at you And I don't want to talk about it And I don't want a conversationI just want to cry in front of you I don't want to talk about it cause I'm in love with you You're the only one I'd be with til the end When I come undone You bring me back again Back under the stars Back into your arms
Wanna know who you areWanna know where to start I wanna know what this means Wanna know how you feelWanna know what is realI wanna know everything, everything

(it doesnt mke any sense huh??? anywayz try lstening ta avril, fall to pieces.. ull get wut im talking bout)

soooo.....

2004-08-24T19:42:00.000+08:00

totallli bumed out rite now... cant say anytin.....

haha

2004-08-20T10:08:00.000+08:00

aightz.. i jst woke up..hehe wuz soo excited wen i woke up diz morning.. coz im gooinn to bndarr ta pikkk my mum up... god, how did time passs me by soo fast???? itz been 8mths, wow.. i dint rellyy notice till a few weeks ago.. hmm..... weird.. itz like evryday comes and goes real fastz... knda scary tho.. i jst remeber dat my partners and crime and i were playing in the playground trying ta act like spice gurls.. and dat wuz wen we were at primary 3??? hahaha, yea memories.. god wish i could bring bak time....

everytin

2004-08-20T10:06:00.000+08:00

Find me here and speak to me I want to feel you I need to hear you You are the light That's leading me to the place Where I find peace again You are the strength That keeps me walking You are the hope That keeps me trusting You are the life To my soul You are my purpose You're everything And how can I stand here with you And not be moved by you Would you tell me how could it be Any better than this You calm the storms And you give me rest You hold me in your hands You won't let me fall You steal my heart And you take my breath away Would you take me in Would you take me deeper, now And how can I stand here with you And not be moved by you Would you tell me how could it be Any better than this Cause you're all I want You're all I need You're everything, everything..

bla..

2004-08-16T20:07:00.001+08:00

aightz... ive no mood at the moment.. so yea... jst thot id say hey..

blehzzzzzzz...........

2004-08-15T13:07:00.000+08:00

jst gt bak frm church... wuz so pisst diz morning, but im ol cool now... aightz cant stay long.. wuz jst droppin by.. tke crez everyone.. love loadz... muakz =)

yo

2004-08-13T15:05:00.000+08:00

hey pple... am bak.. atlast ma comp is bak to normal... i gt sum new pics taken at ma baby boi freddy's bday... will post up the pics soon...

itchy olll over......

2004-08-10T19:57:00.000+08:00

i jst gt bak frm the club... went to play golf again!!!!! arive at the golf course round 5.40.. we played back 9 coz der wuz sumone playing at front 9..... so yea... u guys woudnt believe it but im itching all over coz the sand fly's were eating on me... ive gt aleast 5 bites on each arm.!!!!!!! arghhh.... i cant stop scratching.....i know itz bad but i cant help it.. itz sooooo damn itchy....... im seriously not gna play golf at that time anymo.........!!!!!!!!!

2004-08-10T14:50:00.000+08:00

am soo tired..i feelll like sleeping but cant coz i hve ta wit fo my koko ta come bak hme frm lab.... argh. my comp sucks..... itz so annoying....

2004-08-09T14:53:00.000+08:00

jst gt bak frm school, stayed bak coz we had our pratice fo the variety show againz...pple come watch yea... i dunt care if i make a total fool of myself... im doin diz for fun!!!! haha wuz suppose ta use the bus goin bak home but luckily my koko and i saw our uncle so yea... he wuz the one hu brought us home... i bet if i used the bus ill be dead tired by now coz we still hve ta walk..... these past few days the whether hve been sooo hot!!!!! im getting soo dark...... heidi jst said dat to me diz morning in class.... i guess i did get dark... hmp *sniff*
gna be having tuition round 5.30 till 7.... damnn dmaths again... im seriously telling u guys.... wen it comes ta maths im a total loser.. but den ive gt ta try ta score high rite??? or else??? mati frm papa...hez gna wack my arse soo badly if i fail.... so yea... am invited ta a party tonite in swiss...am sre if im gna go...

yea yea

2004-08-07T23:50:00.000+08:00

am soo tired tday... went ta skool diz morning.. den went bak home fo lunch den bak ta skool by 1.30 for the screening thing... coz we'r gna be hving diz variety show thing diz month.. so pple cum wtch yea...!!!!! haha den diz afternun went ta town ta get sum movies wif my tsc comp chikz... anna iz nuts.. she bought the movies ocean's eleven, even tho itz diz real old movie olredi.. and their showing it on HBO alredi.. shez wasting her money on it.. but she said dat she hasnt wtch it yet.. haha shez pretti weird jst like rest of us... soo yea.. we still ove her fo dat.. anywayz anna and i saw our targets.... haha am not saying anytin else... dunt wna spill everytin.. shez gna wack ma arse if i say it.....***************** hehe den after getting bak, i wuz suppose ta hang wif hannah coz shez leaving by nxt week... and i wont be able ta see her nymo... but den i dint get ta hang wif her coz ma papa wnted ta go for golf.. so yea, had no choice but to tag along... immmm soooo tired.......... all i did wuz hit and walk... hit and walk.... hit and walk... no wonder sam said it wuz a stupd game..(no offence ta the pple hu loves golf) but den ders one advantage ta it.. u can actualii lose weight in that game... haha but den wen ya get bak home ur gna eat .. aightz i gta go... wna go eat nowz... muakz everyone

sumthin sumthin

2004-08-06T15:51:00.000+08:00

What You Are To MeI am a rose, you are my thorns,clutching to me, protecting me.I am the sun, you are my rays,helping me to shine and to be all that I can.I am a lake, you are my water,filling me with ideas, dreams, and hopes for the future.I am a tree, you are my leaves,sharing who and what I amand becoming an important part of my life.I am a heart, you are my beat,beating rhythmically to my happiness,my fear, my sadness, my excitement.I am me and you are with me,to share all that I am,to share life, love, and happiness.Always.- Bernice Ellrick -

2004-08-04T23:56:00.000+08:00

ts called 214

Am I real?
Do the words I speak before you Make you feel
That the love I have for you Will see no ending?
Well, if you look into my eyes Then you should know
That you have nothing here to doubt Nothing to fear
And you can lay your questions down '
Cause if you'll hold me
We can fade into the night And you'll know
The world could die And everything may lie Still you shall cry
'Cause time may pass But longer than it'll last I'll be by your side
Take my hand And gently close your eyes So you could understand
That there's no greater love tonight Than what I've for you
Well, if you feel the same way for me Then let go
We can journey to a garden no one knows Life is short,
my darling Tell me that you love me
So we can fade into the night And you'll know
The world could die
And everything may lie But you won't cry
'Cause time may pass
And everything won't last But I'll be by your side
Forever by your side
So you won't cry

aightz

2004-08-04T23:50:00.000+08:00

am bak.. ma comp gt busted... the harddrive broke down so i had ta send it fo repair.. but am bak now, so itz ol gewd.. anywayz i hvent gt mch ta say, but i jst tot id drop by ta say hey ta everyone.. aightz hey pple.. haha ma pop is behind me rite now sleeping on ma bed.. waitin fo me ta chat wif ma sister's, but since i cant seem ta get the ym, im gna holla out soon... aightz muakz everyone.. tke cre yea.. btw HAPPY BIRTHDAY ODEL<<<<<<<<

got busted

2004-08-03T21:32:00.000+08:00

ma hapPy enDing

2004-07-28T13:38:00.000+08:00

let's talk it over
itz not like we're dead
was it something i did?
was it something u said?
dont leave me hangin
in a city so dead held up so high
on such a breakable thread...

you wer all d things i thot i knew
and i thot we could be...

chorus~~~~
you wer everything,everytin dat i wnted
and u were meant ta be suppose ta be but we lost it
and all the memories so close ta me just fade away
all diz time u were pretending
so mch for my happy ending....

yea yea...

youve gt ur dumb frenz
i know wut dey say
they tell u im difficult
but so are they
but they dnt even know me
do dey even knw u?
all the things that u hide frm me
all the shits that u do....

you wer all the things i thot i knew
and i thot we could be..

bak ta chorus~~~

itz nice to know u wer there
thx fo actin lke u cared
n makin me feel lke i wuz d onli one
itz nice ta know we had it all
thx fo watching as i fall
and letting me knw dat we were done.....

bak ta chorus~~~~~

(aight... i feel ma self geting ol weird up again.. i beter holla out)

love this

2004-07-28T13:34:00.000+08:00

gt diz song frm a classmte the song iz frm avril, my happy ending.. dunt know y but i reli lke d song..

darn..

2004-07-27T15:11:00.000+08:00

damnn........ im am sooo freaking full!!!! wuz alone and ma uncle cook lke tons of chicken.. i dint want it ta go to any waste so i ate mst of it..haha and now im sooo full dat i dunt tink i can eat anymore chicken after diz experience... i look lke a 8months preggy chik... damnn.....

bout sam

2004-07-26T15:49:00.000+08:00

sry pple.. no new pics are gna be added yet.. coz sam is not gna be home ta help me wif the site.. hez gna be out fo the rest of his holz.. so dat pretti sucks...anywayz...let him enjoy his holz yea.. haha aightz sam.. i relii hve nutin ta do nymo at the moment and im freaking bored... dats y im talkn bout ya.. haha i better stop now..muakz.....chill =)

feeling so much better!!!!!

2004-07-25T22:23:00.000+08:00

soo depress

2004-07-25T20:45:00.000+08:00

i am soo depress fo sum reason dat i dunt even know wut dat is.... itz starting ta annoy me...arghh... aightz i dunt reli hev d mood ta say nytin else... pple hve fun yea..

ma HOT and FAV boi

2004-07-24T18:42:00.000+08:00

i just wna say thx ta ma hot/fav boi fo helpin me out wif the site.. posting up the pics and ol dat.. thx alot sammy...love ya olways and misshing ya loadz..take care olwayz aightz =) me olwayz gna be ya lucky charmz...=D

out againz

2004-07-24T18:29:00.000+08:00

gna be headin out soon, but i wnted ta post 1st.. gna be goin ta the pdng thing againz coz i heard dat ma bro's fren is gna be singing o sumthin lke dat..ohh yea and i heard dat ders lke gna be losta pple... *winks.. u know wut i mean gurls =) hehe sum of ma gurls and i are jst gna hang and do wutever we've gta do.. we tsc company owners are on a mission tnite.. hehe im not saying nytin else.. (u guys know wut im talkng bout) aightz ill holla out nowzz.. love loadz everyone.. =)

2004-07-24T18:24:00.000+08:00

mah hot/fav boi

2004-07-24T18:21:00.000+08:00

the beeeaaautiful owners of Triple SC company.. (TSC)

2004-07-23T22:02:00.000+08:00

awww lovee diz pic...me and kaka ting;)

2004-07-23T22:01:00.000+08:00

can ya actuali believe dat we took diz pic in the clubz restroom... pretti kewl..lolz

2004-07-23T21:58:00.000+08:00

Like the earrings?

embarasseddddd!!! =)

2004-07-23T21:32:00.000+08:00

jst gt bak frm the tamu(padang) thing..went ta jst hang out and check wut itz ol bout.. oh yea, i saw my long lost classmate, and the guy hu ness and i had ta hotz for snce rimary four.. cant believe we were dat young wen we started hving hot for hunks.. but hey we hve pretti gud taste, he still is as hot as ever.der wuz lke so damnn many hard ta be punkss..(no offence ta d punk pple aightz) nywayz the higlight of the nightz wuz wen i wuz getting sum cotton candy wif ovdia and obelina.. diz real embarasing thing happened.. itz coz d guy hu wuz making d stuff gve me a real small one..adn i dint wnt a small one i wnted a huge one so yea i tld ta guy if he cud mke me one which wuz bigger..at that moment der wuz this chik hu wuz stnding beside us,and ol a sudden ovi whispered ta ma ears...mke one as big as his dick!!! the freaking thing is the chik hu wuz stnding beside us strted laughing and looking at us.. SHE FREAKING HEARD IT, and the chik started talkng ta d guy in malay.. dammn freaking embarassing ya knw.. dammn!!! den the guy stared giving us reli weird looks after dat.. i dnt tink we'd be getting anymo cotton candy frm diz day onwards...

2004-07-23T17:46:00.000+08:00

The gurl herself. me ;)

dammn

2004-07-23T11:03:00.000+08:00

aightz.. ma dad jst left for phils.. and we hve the house for ourselves.. gna miss him tho... but i wish i wuz joining him coz i wna see ma mum again... darnn.. i hvent seen her for atleast 7months now.. cant wait till she gets bak... guess wut!!ting and ovi!!! i hve become oficially a maria charmaigne and ting ur laukng has become a maid aswell..we've been cleaning the house the whole morning and if ya come over now u would tink im the most freaking ugly,smelly and ol dat bad stuff person alive in diz world..haha damnn....

2004-07-22T14:46:00.000+08:00

When you become a Love Tactics believer, like so many of the single people we have enabled to win in love, you will know this important truth above all else:
The way to true love is not to sit back and wait for the person of your dreams to magically appear. Rather, it involves choosing the one YOU want above all others, and then winning them over using known principles of human romantic behavior.
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Lets take a look inside the General Strategy of LoveTactics and see the 3 most important factors necessary in building a successful relationship and winning the heart of the one you want…
Remember relationships need the Big 3 and here they are…
Friendship
Respect
And Passion
If one of these three elements is missing, your relationship is doomed to fail.
But if you follow all the principles in LoveTactics, then no one is out of reach. You can be the one with all the dates…You can be the one with a happy relationship and family. Don't delay another moment; it will change the way you look at love. And when you find the one you want, you'll be able to keep them, and that is priceless.
(found it frm a site dunt know y im posting diz up)

sweet

2004-07-22T14:16:00.000+08:00

my fren is in l0ve.. well i tink she is =) but by the way she acts now and before yea, shez relii in l0ve.. the guy dat shez been hving her hotz for has finalli asked her out at 1am diz morning.. der storii is dammn sweet... ill make it short..
they met at our skool a year ago, they click..!!! bt he had ta go ta uk for his marine thing.. wen he left he still kept in touch wif her.. he called her almost 2 times a week..(i tink) they msg each other.. and ol dat stuff... anywayz he came bak like 2weeks ago, they met up again.. and brought her out and ol dat.. ahh....let me get ta the end, the last part is soo sweet....anywayz he called her at 12 last nite.. and he asked wut she thot of their relationship now?? she wuz like ohh i dnt know..den he said it.. i like u.. dya know dat.. den she said u like me as a fren or more den dat?? she wntd ta get it straight... and he wuz like wut do u tink?? u tink i like u more den a fren..?? she wuz speechless... anywayz let me get ta the point...den after saying diz and dat.. he said would be my gurl..(QUIET) she thot for a sec.. or less and finalli saidYES..damnn sweet huh... haha bet the pple huz reading diz would think im a total loner..yea im one of those gurls huz alone in diz world.. haha crap i sound lke a depress freak.. anywayz if ya ol are wondering y i post diz up itz coz shez a relii gewd fren of mine..shez dammn nice.... aightz il holla out nowz.

2004-07-21T22:28:00.000+08:00

jst got bak frm the club.. went for golf and for a swim.. saw tina jst now, we were talkng bout diz pple.. and dammn man.. so true.. haha dnt worrry peeps.. itz not bout u.. itz bout teachers..and if i tld ya guys bout it u ol would agrree wif me.. well anywayz u guys woudnt believe it.. till now im still listening ta the soundtracks of honey... haha dats how obsess i am to the songs... crazy huh??? anywayz i wuz hving grocery shopping jst now wif my papa and my gay bro.. and i saw diz dude, dammn man.. his hair is way longer den mine and damnn nice.. i wuz stnding next ta him and wuz checkin it out.. bet u guys would find me weird rite now..hehe nywayz bak ta d dudes hair.. im seriously telling ya.. itz rely beautifull =) haha as in.... it look soo shiny and long adn straight.. compaired ta mine.. haha dnt wna say anytin... aightz ill holla out now..

shaking ma booty

2004-07-21T15:48:00.000+08:00

aightz... u guys heard of the movie honey rite..??? dammn love dat movie.. love the sound tracks too.... am listening ta it now (again).. obelina, come over ta ma crib soon yea.. we've gta go shake our booty again like last nite... haha *winks